Blondie For Life

2005-09-19T23:06:00.000+02:00

Yeey mah bday today n it wuz gr8 even though mah boo wasent here =) but atleast i'll be able to talk to him cuz hes still @ biggies place so he has acces to da internet :D anyways gonna tell ya bout mah day. FIrst at 6.15 mah mom dad n bro braught me gifsts cake n flowers i got: 5555 kr to a new comp (but im gonna save more so that i vcan buy a more expensive 1) i gor 4 paris of stockings, a digi cam + extra memory, a flower and note books :D then i went to school n got egged, but i wuz prepared so i had braught extra clothes towel makeup makeupremover n shower gel =) then i went to school talked with mah boo til 5 n got home at 6.30 then i redressed n da guests arrived at around 7. I din think that Siv mah grandfatehrs sambo wud com but she did, n i din think mah grandma wudent com either just mah granpa but she did so i wuz really happy :D then my mom hadent had time to cook dinner so we drank campagne @ our place opend da gifts, i got 500 from granpa n siv, a neckles from sofia, peter, marit n karin, then i got these really cute earrings from Sofia as well and then i aslo got a really cute pink big bag on wheels :D hmm then we went to da china restarunt, ate a hell lot n ucud barely walk out of there, AND i had my first drink EVER in a swedish resaurant waay cool :D i tolda vaitor that i wanted whine n he asked for ID n i actully CUD buy its sooo cool :D then after that we went back to our place n drank coffee n ate cake then everyvody went xept my grandma n granpa bcuz they were waiting for their cab n then mah boo called :D n now im sitting here n im probably gonna talk to mah baby all nite :D ooh n yea i got this really really wonderful bracelt from ALEX so happy 4 it :D n i got 10000 kr from mah granma for like driving lessons also... hmm wut else eeeh i got egged terrible felt so disgusting n barry is SOO CUUTE n so is biggie n abdulai cuz they sent me a package n letter that so sweat :D hmm yea i guess that all im gonna be a zombie in school tomorrow but who cares rite?
Love all of u ppl who said congrats thanx 4 all da gifts i love ya'll so much thank u for making it worth it n thanx for trying to make it eariser 4 me cuz barry aint here
love ya'll vary much!!!! N miss all da ppl that aint here with us now, wud be a different thing with u still here....

2005-09-07T15:46:00.000+02:00

School sux and everything is just annoying n hard n sad rite now, sound depressed, thats cuz it is here's a list of all da shitty things in mah life rite now. WARNING: May be really long and really depressive!!!!
1. I can't go c mah boo on da next holliday :'(
2. Mah boo mite not even be able to come at my bday, that means that i wont c him from agugust- december, that LONG!!
3. School sux
4. 100000 ton of homework
5. Mah stupid brother alex mite be quitting school :'(
6. He (alex) mite also leave sweden :'( :'(
7. Ppl make me mad
7. my father is stupid
8. i wont get a new comp on mah bday cuz of my stupid father
9. i havnet seen mah boo in forever
10. erika has left sweden :'(
11. i wanna do things that ppl dun allow me to do (hint hint alex)
12. i hav aheadace
13. im tired
14. i want to be done with IB
15. i dun wanna be this negative

hmm yea i think thats it 4 now but yea as ya'll can c things r not all that good rite now

2005-09-04T20:40:00.000+02:00

Aaarg i get so MAD really its like a gurl cant hav a close boyfrend a FREND nuhin more without ppl starting to gossip bout u, WUTS UP WITH YA'LL STUPID PPL?!?!?!?!?!?!? I mean its just da same thing as a guy n a guy beeing frends or a gurl n a gurl u dun start talking boiut 2 gurls beeing close frends beeing lesbians, rite??? NOO ppl in my class feel targeted espacially sum of u... its like this: a guy or several guys they start in my, n my classmates class this year, i'we never met them bfore but then ppl become frends rite? its a part of life to hav frends u cant like live long or happy if u dun hav frends my father is a living example of that! So yea me n this guy alex we talk alot n we really like connect i think of him as my brother n he thinks of me as his sister he wud NEVER do anything to hurt me he wont let me smoke or so any other crazy shit he even cares more than sum ppl that r SUPPOSED to care bout me! n wut do ppl do, they start saying "ooh yea they hang alot together they havnet knowed eachother long enough 4 beeing as close frends as that it gtta be sumfink more" well thats BULLSHIT!! Lik me n tina, me na vanja, me n ewa, i became as good frends with them as fast as with alex n aint nobody that said shit bout us but yea a cute guy n a blonde they just cant be just frends.... well those who think that your view is SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i aint even gonna care wut ya'll say anymore say watevah u want say that we r an itim say that we r fucking or watevah i dun care anymore cuz me n da ppl that r REALLY my frends they all noe how it really is!!

2005-08-28T17:41:00.000+02:00

Really its amazing how fast things happen i mean now school started we r beginning to drown in homework soon i mean it fells like sum secs ago that u were lying on da beach getting a tan with ya frends, spending time with mah boo n frends n now im stuck in school again, its like its fun to be in school but still its not i mean i wanna c everybody (xept sum ppl) but beeing in school means i cant be with mah boo, im just happy that ihav mah darling snaky that can help me, zmiche there's no words 4 how much better it feels like having sum1 to share this with!! Like we say we can be sad n blue together, but really then we r not blue haha, thats like so typicall blonde logic :p we hav like 1 million new ppl in our class most r cool xept this really stuck up gurl wich things she noes everything, shes like a nerdy bitch vanja gave me a really gr8 explanation bfore wich i really cant remember but it wuz good anyways hahah... beeing back in school makes u really realize how many things hav changed during da summer, u din really reflect over it during da summer i mean like natalja leaving sweden for usa i mean i wuz sad n all cuz da gurl is just really cool, but now when school starts its now that u really start to miss her! n then sum other things wich i dun think im gonna write bout here but those who noe me well i think noe wut im talking bout.... things with barry r still gr8 i mean sumtimes it feels really hopeless but yea i love da guy so just i work on work against temptations n yea its working wich is really cool bcuz its da 1 time ever... hmm this was supposed to be a complaint post but it turned out to be pretty happy haha, i wuz on a party at norsborg with madde it wuz so much fun met alot of new ppl, me n madde were drinking getting a but drunk having fun shaking our booty til 7 in da morning haha, then they were going so i went with them but went home i had like company to t-centralen n then i went on mah train n i fell alseep at brommaplan 10 min from home n then i wake up at fridhemsplan like 30 min away from home, stupid train had reached da ending station n then da stupid train driver hadent woken me up, is wus not that happy as u mite understand... so today im having a hangover im really sleepy since i only slept for 5 hrs n my body hurts like hell i just wanna lie in mah bed n wach a movie but im to tired to move :p even my fingers r lazy :p n tomorrow is school again n soon my baby is comming here n i'll be 18, cant wait, my fingers r to tired now so that all ya gonna now buh bye

2005-08-19T15:01:00.000+02:00

Im home again n sad cuz i dun wanna be home, i wish that everybody that i care bout cud move to Holland n everything wud be cool, really i wanna go n live in holland but i still wanna stay here cuz i wud miss mah family (atleast sumtimes) wud miss mah frends here mah sisters n all that, really this is killing me, i just miss mah boo just wanna hold him smell him kiss him just wanna be close to him, it maks me feel so much more secure n loved, not like this damn country.... really this is riping me apart....

2005-08-02T21:36:00.000+02:00

Yeey im so happy :D im leavin 4 mah boo in 13 hrs, that like nuhin, NUHIN!! aaah really cant wait just want these hrs so go by fast, i guess they will hehehe.... i mean it dun seem that long ago when we said "ooh only 2 weeks n 2 days left now" n now its like omg nuhin :D hmm i understand that i may seems a bit obsessed, n maybe i am, but so wut, as long as u obsess bout sumfink that good 4 ya rite ;) well im gonna be away 4 2 weeks, n i kinda guess that since im already terrible with postin things here now i'll be even more terrible when im there, cuz im kinda sure that i will be bussy, doin hmmm things haha.... anyways gonna try to write as often as possible to tell ya'll wuts going on :D hav 2 nice weeks i noe i will ;)

2005-08-02T21:30:00.000+02:00

yeeey im so happy :D im elavin 4 mah boo in like 13 hrs aaaaahhhh cant wait, but wont hav so much sleep tonite haha.... hmm feels like it wasent long ago whn we said it was 2 weeks n2 days left, n now its like nuhin, NUHIN!!! its so wonderful cant wait :D anyways, im already terrible at wiritn here so when im there i'll probably be even more terrible haha, but i will try n write as often as possiblecuz i kinda gues that i'll be bussy doin hmmm stuff haha....

2005-07-27T22:26:00.001+02:00

A bit weird maybe hehe

2005-07-27T22:26:00.000+02:00

Lookin cool huh

2005-07-27T22:25:00.000+02:00

Just me

2005-07-27T21:30:00.000+02:00

¨Yiiish i reallt feel that i suck at wiritn here haha, but anyways, nobody reads it so haha.... sumtimes u just feel that u wanna write to like remember what happened n to like be able to look back at it, n maybe c sumfink u din c before.... anyways... hav been so bored this last week cuz iäwe only been sittin at home, almost since Johanna went to Paris, been at mah cousins coutry place 4 3 days, n then i was sittin home 4 sum days like 3, been chattin with mah boo like crazy so that was nice though :D anyways johanna came back to town yesterday so we saw eachother today, went shoppin :D i just love it, espacially when i find stuff that i love, which i did ;D so now everything is really gr8, xept that mah boo isent in.... anyways i baught new sneakers wich r like white n pink,sum reallt tight jeans n a wallet :D just love it hehehe..... hmm dun no what else to write mah parents r going to their frenda countryplace 4 sum day, i din hav to come (Thank god for that) n its only (aaah) 1 week left til i go to netherlands, never thought that this hapiness cud exist really..... im going crazy now i just wanna get out of this country n go anywehere, i really mean ANYWHERE, even like hmmm Iraq! well this is all i hav to say rite now, just gonna post sum pics so that mah darling can be happy hehehe....

2005-07-14T01:49:00.000+02:00

Well im here in da nite again ;) guess its my hours hehe, talking to mah x n mah frend, waitin for mah boo to come home so that i can call with him, mah feelins 4 him still just grows every day, its like i noe i'we nevermet him n i understand that ppl mite hav like hard time understand how i can feel what im feelin 4 him n think that im crazy 4 going to netherlands to meet him, but i mean i truly love him, i do, i love him that how it is, da first guy that u love, n i mean da way i feel now, i'we never felt that way, about a guy, or like in general, i mean im allways happy, im allways llookin positive at hings, n that s like so not me, usually im full of complaints n stuff but no more, i mean i find mahself thingking bout him when i with mah frends, chattin with mah frends, talking with mah frends, i feel like i can tell hom everything, eve kinda stupid n crazy stuff :D im not afraid that hes gonna be mad or anything cuz he noes that im crazy ni noe that he accepts how i am n all da crazy things i do heheh, like johannas litte bday incidence haha.... well i think thats all i hav to say =) love all mah dralings n mah boo :D

2005-07-07T23:56:00.000+02:00

Im still mad, but its better now, i just feel like parents can be so fucked up, not mine, but i aint gonna mention any names, if a parent hits their child, n insulte them, dun let them do anything, not go out, not meet ppl, not meet frends, not do anything, what kind of a parent is that? its a parent that dun want their child to be happy, n thats fucked up, thats what i think anyways, how can u make a child that is your own suffer like that....?

2005-07-03T00:38:00.000+02:00

I get so fucking mad at pp, i hav a party its not 4 me, i cud go to other parrtys n then i wudent hav to worry bout stuff gettin stealed or all that shit, n what to da fucking ppl do, they com in to mah fucking home n they steel shit from me, thats fucked up, i swear i noe who did it im gonna go after that mothafuckah n im gonna get mah fucking shit back!!!

2005-06-27T01:54:00.000+02:00

Hi ppl, im sittin here, in da middle of da nite, i wud sleep, but dun feel like sleepin+ i havent talked to mah boo (Barry) in forever it seems, n im waiting 4 him to come online, hope he will.. yeh yeh i no tina n everybody else, dun sit up n wait 4 a guy, but i really cant help it, its like mah feelins for him grow every day, ever hour n second, n the longer that i dun talk without him da more i miss him =(.... so much has been going on that i dun noe where to start, me n johanna went out on town like 1 week ago maybe, dun noe, time goes so fucking fast when u r free, n we took all these pics, i wanted to doawloade them to mah comp, but then either i forget ir or im to lzy to do it haha.... im so happy today, dun noe why, its like happy n unhappy at da same time, im glad cuz this summer is gonna be really gr8, im going to poland to se mah bebeh Ewa, havent seen her in 1 year, n shes allways so full of energy, n i miss her, u r like never boored when she is around she allways has a party to go to or sumfink to do :D so its gonna be SO fun to go to her =) but then i miss bah boo n i just wanna talk to him.... haha today me n tina walked from mah place to hers, took us 1 n ½ hour haha but it was nice n fun, talked n stuff n yeh it was nice, chilled at her place da whole day n then i came home.... in 2 days its mah brothers 15th b-day, haha he aint gonna be a "fjortis" no more, hmm whi am i kiddin he will allways be LoL.... i noe that it mite sound pathetic, but i sat n read all og me n barrys msn loggs, its like so fun to read them cuz we r both like fucked up hehehhe (no ofence bebeh =), u r fucked up in a good way :D ) ... dun noe what to write no more, but anways, im gonna try to write more cuz i feel like i'we been kinda bad on it,... just wanna say VOLIM TE ZMITCHE before i go, miss ya alot snaky, it aint da same shit here without u =( cant wait to see ya again!

2005-06-19T01:05:00.000+02:00

Im back from Gothenburg now, was sooo much fun :D to much to write bout everything so i'll just giva ya da short version, met a lot of fun ppl, went crazy as i allways go there doin a lot of "flummiga" stuff haha, missed ma boo like hell =( had a wonderful horse n time, n everything was just gr8, im dead tired now, i'we been awake since 6.30(in da mornin) da whole day has ben like hetic n stuff, had a competetion for like endin of da week, was soo nervous but it went fantastic, was really suprosed :D THEN i drove from gothenburh to stockholm in like 6 hours, I DROVE didnt sit n sleep in da car, i drove, n its fucking exhausting im tellin ya! hmm what else did we do, we had this girl in our cabin which had like sum psychologival sicnkess, n we were like so mean to her :p n that not funny, da funny part is that she didnt get that we were mean to her haha :p well anyways, she allways stared at me givin me weird looks, kinda creepy :S n then 1 day before da thing ends she goes home, sayin that she was home sick, kiiiiinda stupid to go home 1 day before da thing ends, she was gonna see her parents in 1 day anyways... well sittin here watin for SUMONE to come in on msn, but that dun seem to happen so i mah gon sleep! xxxxx/ Da Blondie (now A.K.A also Porris Östra :p)

2005-06-12T08:49:00.000+02:00

Hi everybody! im going to gothenburg today n i'll be back next week on satturday da 19 June!, so wont be able to answer any postings or write anything! i'll fill ya in on everything that has happened when i get home! hav a nice week n i'll holla at ya when i get home! love all mah darlings! puss puss

2005-06-11T12:30:00.000+02:00

Satturday, yesterday was da ending of school, so noce n wonderful, but im not all that happy cuz sumone owes me money, n yeh i need them, but dun noe when i'll get them, cuz i really need them, but then theres sumfink that makes me rally happy, n yeh well its bout mah boo hes so sweet to me, n he allways manages to say da rite things, can be kind of creepy sumtimes cuz yeh we r so alike n he yeh its like he noes exactly what i want him to say :D ooh tomorrow im going to Gothenburg, gonna be fun, but gonna miss all mah darlings cuz wont be able to talk to them =( but da week will probably go by really quick, just really home that nuhin hapens tomy knees or anything. haha talked to my cousin before, that gall is so damn uuh theres not words for her =) she has this little tradition that she takes da names of my boyfrends n then change them, n now with my boo Barry she named him Barbie, haha, shes so gr8 :D Love her soo much! Well gotta close this window now cuz gonna lok att a piv my boo send me :D Hav a nice weekend! Buh bye Puss

2005-06-09T11:18:00.000+02:00

ooh shit, everything has changed SOOO much these few days, hmm where to start, well mah beloved Snaky has left me :'( *buhuu* but u noe what, VOLIM TE ZMITCHE!!, tihi i hope u read this =) second, stupid "Shit," (Those who noes us noes what it means,) has broke up with mah darling ziztah =( but u noe what honey, fuck him, he aint nuhin, x-ept stupid! N theeen my bebeh Barry told me that he missed me, I was sooo happy i didnt noe what to say :D:D:D Gonna be sooo cool to go there with mah "pluggis" hehe, we'r gonna paaaartyyyy heheh.... On wednesday we (pre-ib) served da 3 graders at their lunch, it was so much fun, n then we got to eat da food they ate, soooo goood, I swear the food was just *muakzz*!! Hmm well last day in school, gonna wach movie in english in a cuple of min, wonder wat its bout...anyways, SUMMER HOLLIDAYS YEEEEY!!! Im gonna hav SO MUCH FUN with att of mah frends, gonna miss Snaky though, really gotta go n see her =) N i soo hope that its gonna work out between her n her boo.... Hmm well guess thats all, need to save money so that i can go all da places where i wanna go this summer which is: Poland; Netherlands n Serbia... Im so happy today dun noe why but yeh i gues its cuz me n mah boo is gettin closer n closer every time we talk, he said that he missed me yesterday, did i say that? dun noe im so obsessed bout it, didnt noe what to say when he said that i was so happy, i like smiled for 5 min, caming with him at da same time n he asked me what i was smiling bout n yeh cudent really answer, would be kinda stupid hmm, well gotta admit hes so sweet!!
Gotta go now cuz we begin english... Eveyrone hav a nice summer, might not write so much during d hollidays cuz i'll probably be bussy doin stuff, but i'll trie to fil u in from time to time =) Ah I love everybody today =) ven da guys that didnt give us cig =) Pusssss

2005-06-02T16:56:00.000+02:00

Who else

Weeii I finaly got mah pic :D haha took a looong time to figure out howw to do it though :p gonna ask mah ststah Tina which is like da mastress of blogs :p how to do its in another way, anyways, iave ONE now so ya'll enjoi cuz im to lazy to "discover" anything more rite now, gonna go n smoke now n hope that mah darling is here when i come back! love ya'll!

2005-05-29T20:29:00.000+02:00

Hmm been a while since a wrote, so what has happened? Well im DEFINITELY SURE that nuhin is gonna happen between me n a certain sumone, those who noe me noes who im takin bout... School is sonn over *weeaiiii* Can't wait til da grades r set on wednesday so that u dun hav to go to da lessons im not gonna hav next year, gonna be able so sleep for soooo looong.... Well I think that's it, well im gettin more n more irritated with swedish ppl, today was sittin on da train n i had mah hand bag n sweater on da seat beside me n lisen to music, n all of a sudden this old kärring comes n just takes mah stuff n throws them on me, i just SO felt like sayin "what da fuck du ya think you're doing who gave u da permission to fucking touch mah stuff?!?!!?!?" didnt though cuz there were ppl everywhere n they would surely say that da old woman was rite... Im gettin annoyed with "old" ppl in general to, allways lookin at u as u naked or sumfink, ok im not "covering" mahself completely but siriouslt its gettin warm what do they expect that im gonna wear a fucking winterjaacket... anyways.... Celebrated Mother day today, ate this encredible chicken thing :D Well think that all, i noe that mah tag is fucked up but i hope that is better now cuz i kinda fixed it...

2005-05-23T22:20:00.000+02:00

Ok so this mah new blog, n its late n im so tired from this weekend n babysittingmmah cousins, even though it was fun :D So just ignore that its not done, n i'll fix it tomorrow during lunch!

2005-05-09T10:37:00.000+02:00

Ok so I'm back from Denmark, it was really funny =) but now i'm back in old boring cold sweden, n i start wanting to go back. Its like so stupid, cuz when u r sumwhere u miss your home n your frends n your town n stuff, usually at least, unless u're travelling wit your frends, n da first coupple of days u r still glad that u r home, n then all of a sudden da ordinary every-day-life hits u, n u just wish that u can go back. But then da thing is, that if u were to live in that other country in my case: Denmark, then u probably would complain as much there, cuz there's always sumthing to complain bout! I mean in Denmark u can buy boze n cigg evrything from shops when u're 16 and go to bars and drink when u're 18, n in sweden u hav to be 18 to go to clubbs n bars and to buy cigg n 20 to buy boze n stuff from da "systembolaget" n that's what u complain bout in Sweden, but in Denmark they complain bout not beein able to by pot legally, so guess that as long as there's sumthing to complain bout, which there allways will be, everybody will just keep on complaining. Godd thing that u hav your frends, n that u dun hav to starve or anything terrible as that!

Im finaly back

2005-05-03T13:39:00.000+02:00

Im finally back hehe, ya´ll missed me, probably not :p well anyways, has been like foevah since i loffed in, havent hav time i guess, or just havent felt like it, well nuhin much has happend, xept im over mah last "almost guy" n im out manhunting again ;) Havent had time to fix stuff in mah blog, but it'll come, when i learn how to do it, n hopefully mah Zoul Ziztah's gonna help me ;) So im gonna go away like tomorrow n come back on sunday, gonna party n stuff gonna be reaaally fun hehehe. SO ya'll hav a nice holliday wattevah u call it, n i'll write on monday, telling how it was!

Looking at things

2005-04-25T15:46:00.000+02:00

ok, rite, so today, erlier that is, i was kinda mad, which u noe if u noe me or read mah blog, but plz learn from mah mistake, dun go all mad n do stupid stuff when u just found bous sumthing, cuz u will only feel whorse later, when u "see things clearly," n then u will regret 99,9 % of everythig u said to peepz during da time u were mad! So like listen to mah advice, dun go doin crazy stuff when u're mad, cuz u'll regret your self, maybe not at once, but after sum minutes, hours,days, och weeks, u'll just hate yourself 4 what u told sumone!

Motherfucking guyz!

2005-04-25T11:37:00.000+02:00

Ok, this da case. Mah best frends boyfrend, wants to fix me up wit one of his homiez.What he dun noe is, that he likes another gall, so what happens, i meet him at a party on friday, everything is like fucking perfect, everything clicks, n we agree to take it slow n all. n then now, i find out that da mother fucking guy, likes sumone else, n that gall, is sumone from my class, that like is one of mah best frends in da class, n he hasent told me shit bout it, he just fuckin said, that he "wanted to take it slow," n then when i messege him on sunday, he tells me that he likes sumone else, n shit what's da fucking problem, why tell me sumthing like that, when he fucking likes sumone else, can sumone answer that, or is it just sumthing that guys tell u cuz they think that u'll never find out da real situation!?!?!

Mah Little Place

2005-04-21T19:42:00.000+02:00

Hi! Im just new at this, so my blog isenät that great, so yeh don't critizize me that much =) Im working at becomming better at it. Anyways, my name is Nina, im 17 years old n i live in Stockholm. Go to Skärho,mens gymnasium Pre-IB with my darlings: Snaky,Piggy n Fishy, your all in mah heart. also my biatches Weed,Sluti,Musli n FLuffy, moor names r beeing made up for my frends =) So yeh that's basically me, my frends mean da world to me, so dun get in da way cuz u'll have to deal with me *evil laughter* (hrmm Not):p I'll post sum pics as soon as possible, but dun hav any good on this cop, but they will come. C y'll